Wednesday, 5 March 2014

Its a wonderful day. The sun is shining. Today both my sons are alive, albeit one is in hospital in a battle against cancer. Art is my weapon against negative thoughts and emotions. Blessings and love to you.

Without much ado my amazing brothers and sisters who are here taking in this blog of ours, I shall share the photos of my latest painting which is my creative reaction to the way things are, in order to believe they can only get better.

So here are the many photos from one days painting painting two pictures to share here with you my beloved.

Accompanied by quotes from others, whom I havent named, as they are you and me and everyman/everywoman.


 “Today we fight. Tomorrow we fight. The day after, we fight. And if this disease plans on whipping us, it better bring a lunch, 'cause it's gonna have a long day doing it.”


                                        “If you say you can or you can't you are right either way”


                                      “You can see a person's whole life in the cancer they get.”


 “Cancer. The word meant the same to me as tsunami or piranha. I had never seen them; I wasn't even quite sure what they were, but I knew they were bad and I knew in many cases they were deadly.”


 “It's like they say about soldiers coming back from war. People all around you are dying. Really dying, Eric. You go in for a week's chemotherapy and you're in a ward with people who are really, actually dying, there and then and doing their best to come to terms with it. When the week's up, you go home and you see your family and your friends and everything's normal and familiar. It's too much. You think - one world can't possibly hold both these lives and you feel like you're going to go crazy when you realise the world is that big and it can fill with the most terrible things whenever it wants to.”



 “This is the story of how Dad lived with his lung cancer. But it is much more. Through his illness and the miracles we experienced, I came to see that Dad's was not just a journey. It was a journey home. Home to God. ”



       “Absence is a house so vast that inside you will pass through its walls and hang pictures on the air.”



 “PRAISE FOR 'THE JOURNEY HOME'
Many saints are known and praised by all. We pray to them in litanies and celebrate their feast days. But the vast majority of holy men and women live heroic lives quietly before God.

Bless you Harry my son.

                                            “Cure the symptoms, cure the disease.” Amen.


 All I have to offer is this: i hold a valid driver's license and I know the way to the hospital. I can hang curtains, flip a mattress, load a dishwasher. I can deliver a pizza, lend a steadying arm, laugh at a morbid joke and compliment a bad wig and I know the metric system. I doubt that's gonna be enough, so I will learn to pray harder and longer”
   

                                        “Our tainted world looms within us, every one.”


“You need to spend time crawling alone through shadows to truly appreciate what it is to stand in the sun.” 


 “One might say my life has been tragic. Yet, as I sat in pain in the hospital I raised my tired hands toward the sky, palms facing in, fingers spread, and I gave thanks.”


  “When you walk this earth on borrowed time, each day on the calendar is a beloved friend you know for only a short time.”


                                   “Cancer - a more or less permanent traffic jam in the body.”


                                                  “Beauty is sometimes born of pain”


 “Cancer is a shit that needs to get the crap smacked out of it. I intend to stand on the front lines with a big-ass bat.”
  


 “Why can someone
get so sick that the only way to get better is to make them more sick?
It’s like the world’s longest exorcism. It doesn’t make sense that I can
chat with someone live on a tiny screen, that governments spend billions
of dollars on war and mayhem, that actors make millions of dollars
to just look pretty and skinny, yet no one can fucking fi gure out
how to cure cancer without torturing people.”
Julie Halpern, The F- It List 



                        “In God's strength I could battle the giants. Alone, I was just a grasshopper.”


 “People take ownership of sickness and disease by saying things like MY brain injury MY diabetes, MY heart disease, MY depression, MY! MY! MY! Don't own it because it doesn't belong to you!”
  

                                     “God, who knows me by name, is right next to me.”




                                      “What issues sidetrack you from your mission to get well?” 


           

             "What Cancer Cannot Do"
                   Cancer is so limited...
                   It cannot cripple love
                   It cannot shatter hope
                   It cannot corrode faith
                   It cannot destroy peace
                   It cannot kill friendship
                   It cannot suppress memories
                   It cannot silence courage
                   It cannot invade the soul
                   It cannot steal eternal life
                   It cannot conquer the spirit
                   It cannot be one with God.

  This my brothers and sisters is the end of todays blog, but just the start of the fight to see Harry O`Kimble once again fit and well. Back to his boxing in the gym and serving the priest at the alter in church.  Till the next blog this is me saying, be careful out there and please remember us; especially Harry, in your prayers.
Your bro Peter... 

Monday, 3 March 2014

Today all we need is love. The same was true yesterday, as it will be tomorrow...

Good day my brothers and sisters. May you receive this blog with my love and I ask you to pray for my son Harry to be free from the cancer Childhood Acute Myeloid Leukaemia (AML)

This battle may take some time, but I have to have faith that the final outcome will be victory, or else I should surrender now and drown my sorrows in a bottle. Nope, fight on and for today I take my inspiration from some words of Napoleon!  

Napoleon I (1769 -1821) was the emperor of France and one of the greatest military commanders of all time. Napoleon knew about shaping history!
"I know men and I tell you that Jesus Christ is no mere man. Between him and every other person in the world there is no possible term of comparison. Alexander, Caesar, Charlemagne, and I founded empires but on what did we rest the creations of our genius? Upon force.
Jesus Christ founded His empire upon love; and at this hour millions of people would die for Him." 2
"Everything in Christ astonishes me. His spirit overawes me, and His will confounds me ... I search in vain in history to find the similar to Jesus Christ, or anything that can approach the gospel."  

Now, what can I do to help Harry and my family get through this! I am visiting him and he is in my prayers often throughout the day and intermittent at night. (though I can set my alarm to go off at 2am and 5am,it just hadnt occurred to me until writing and sharing this with you my brothers and sisters). Unfortunately as at this time I cannot make any more money than my disability benefits and small works retirement pension, I shall just keep painting to `Art out the angst`... I do pray that one day a blog like this will get to a person ( is that YOU? contact me, petgkimb@gmail.com) who is able to turn my art to gold, so to speak. Then I will be able to provide better for both of my sons and buy better art materials! Until then shall keep painting and posting, stoic and strong.. I can share with you though, that strong men do cry! Here below is some photos of my latest painting, which I should be more than happy for you to copy and print to have free. To do me a favor you will print an extra one or two off and write my email address on the back adding the words, `This artist needs an honest agent.`  






























 So once again my brothers and sisters I ask you to pray that Harry OKimble will fight this cancer and emerge victorious.  My becoming known and making a living as an artist is secondary and way after that ..  Please pass this on and know that I appreciate you and send you my love with this blog.. Your brother in Christ, Peter G Kimble.