Saturday and have taken eldest son home am focused on this totally.

                    Whatever will be will be.

Welcome to the weekend and todays blog. It is damp and rainy outside. Cold and overcast. Yet here where I am its warm and bright. Similar to the phyical ambiance at this place where I am.
Time and space my seperate people, but love can bring us together.
I have been looking at the profiles of a few wonderful women who indicated that they may be interested in meeting me.
The first indications are that these may all be just as able to lead to a match made in heaven. My eldest sister God bless her, hopes that I wont be let down, by rejections or get hurt emotionally if someone tries to take me for a ride. I got let down with a bump when Tracy, God bless her, took her life in the depths of clinical depression and unwittingly gave me carbonmonoxide poisoning. Yet I loved her totally . Okay, I didnt bounce back, but in time I recovered and became a more loving caring person. Now I am so glad, for those six or was it eight short years we had together. Having loved Tracy and nearly dying, also gave me an extra passion for art and all other things in the universe. So here are some pictures I have taken of the painting done this morning which is still wet. Maybe it subtly convays the extra joy I have awoken with this day!
Yeserday I went out into town with my camera. Here you are the first after me to see these.

                                              Above is a reflection of me and some of the town.

                                                    I took some more of the town and the
                                                          town hall is towards the centre!

                   




                     The first picture of todays painting, which I believe reflects my joy and yet a little
                      calm amongst the dancing.

                                                     Self portrait happy with a little hair
                                                        Yet can be happy with long hair!

           

                                                     Self portrait     Starting to go abstract

                                                         Thats me totally gone         abstract!

         

Just to make it clear I dont need an excuse to be who I AM.

Fish on Friday Just an incy wincy bit at the top here. Then instructions at the bottom, right before I say goodbye for today. Bless you all and may you all be a blessing to others.

  Braindamaged artist who says I no longer live, yet Christ lives in me. Believe it or not, my dad is bigger than yours; if you do not believe me, my Father is a loving God, who is forgiving and made me in His image!
                                       
                                   Millions do believe this.
                                       I respect your right and free will to believe the opposite. That its just a fluke. A dog eat dog world, where people who believe in a sky daddy are sick at worst and deluded at best. Most dogs dont eat other dogs though! Dogs have infact given their lives in the past and present saving humans.
Resue dogs are heroes. Dogs that search out mines shouldnt have to clean up mans atrocious action!
Shame on us humans.

                                                         
                                                     NOTICE TO THE WORLD
                          So God and these dogs can love a brain damaged artist and father and son and brother.                      
                                          Thats enough for me to be content with. Anyone else is a bonus, but I dont
                                           get hung up about it.   It doesnt stop me loving all creation.

                                                    As I started dripping paint as above to get the
                                          effect like dripping candle wax I have as you seen carried
                                           this on with the painting below. I just went for it and let go!
                                          
                         
                                                     It feels good, like you know that it should.

                                                   
   I like the above because it reminds me
                                                    that when we are not afraid of the dark, only
                                                    then can the whole truth be revealed to us in
                                                    the light. Then we are enlightened beings.
                                                   

First thing I do today after switching the hand held dryer on over yesterdays work which as you can see above is still drying, is to see if I have one email. I turn off the hand held electric fan drying. Yes, it was sold as a hair drier, but I changed its purpose and thats what I bought is as, even if it wasnt sold as this.   Bull dozers are meant to sleep in the fields and not push over rain forests so as to grow soya and palm oil. Who said that, My Dad, but you cant meet him until you believe in Him.

Anyone that reads this and thinks I am crazy, I am cool with that, because you dont know me or your would really know my father.
                                       Joined a website for mature people!
I had many  resposes from many women in the last few days on a mature internet dating site I have joined.
I had just put something like , Widowed, remarried and then divorced, Christian artist and father of two, seeking freindship and maybe more.  Oh I did add some pictures taken in the last year or two. One with Buster. ( Take note women who dont put a photo or had it taken when the Bay City Rollers were your idols.)  Those who really winked that they saw my profile, but to me I thought might not be suitable, or I might not be able to fullfill their expectains. For example women seeks to be pampered. Doesnt drive want man to look after me and tell me that I I   I  I am all he will love and put at the centre of his universe. He must have lots of money. Preferably a house abroad, but I want to go all over the world.  For some its all about me me me! (thats not `me` you understand, its individuals whose ego seperates them from me. Oh it gets complicated for me at times!
8,15 am just been nicely interupted in my train of thought by the phone ringing and my son Joshua telling me he wants to walk down to here after school and stay at mine tonight.
So I know what I was getting to. Women who I thought I wouldnt be able to us better as a couple I`d suggest they look at this website. You can see what they see! One replied yesterday, `YOU ARE SICK AND NEED HELP` I thanked her for her opinion, but said I was very sick when my wife who I love so much died leaving me with a brain injury, but I have had help and starting to really love this life as I see myself as an essential part of one big whole universe.  


Really though there is no you or me, we are all part of one whole universe. It wouldnt  be the same without you. You are reading this and you may think, `but Peter doesnt know my name.` It doesnt matter, my dad does and He created us both to learn to love all creation and not to keep seeing and making divisions!.

How long does it take to achieve something great? In the case of Usain Bolt, who won the olympic 100 metres its 9.63seconds!  HE WAS THE ONLY HUMAN TO DO THAT THEN. HE IS A MAN.

 YET US MEN CAN AND SHOULD DO MORE
Look up Mid Cambronero - Avaaz.o.vote (this is so important I do hope I have got this info right, as lives depend on it!) Vote to end the war on women.
Violent and abusive men often use their power to obstruct or block reforms that would protect women and girls. 

For those of you who want to follow my spiritual reflection, see;
 Psalm 119  105-112
 Isaiah 53    
    Blessings love and peace to you and all beings. Please pass this on in you emails, your thoughts and your actions. Your bro Peter.

Just art

First thing my brother and sisters.  I want to ask those of you who believe in a loving God to pray for me.

I need you to please do this and pass it on to all you know. 

Pray that The God almighty who is all loving and all knowing and wise, will if it seems good to Him, bring me (Peter) and a woman of His choosing together in an amazing loveing relationship that will transform our lives from where they are  already, which is good; to amazingly joyful and loving. Please pray this for me in the name of Jesus and all the saints. I have just now personally asked St Jude to pray for us. Good job the Beatle done, hey! 

      

O yes and its what I painted yesterday.  I am just going to be still for this afternoon and evening, but first. I am going to share with you my brothers and sisters and anyone else who perchance is looking now, some creative writing I did when I awoke this morning. Or was it before I went to sleep and what does it matter.

So here it is and you are after God and me, the first ones to read it. 

Strolling through the meadow with me and a friend.

By Peter G Kimble

Imagine yourself walking in a bit of countryside and its a nice meadow. You come across a friend you know and we are introduced. As we carry on walking and talking together, taking in the smell of the grass and scent of some wild flower blossom, you veer away slightly from us and me and your friend head towards the centre of the meadow with a blanket and picnic basket. 

Your attention is drawn to the edge of the meadow where you see some fallen apples and also a wooden ladder propped up against one of the trees. Being inquisitive you walk towards this tree and whilst doing so your attention is caught by the most exquisite butterfly flitting about the leaves of this apple tree. You walk closer to see it better as it settles down on one particular leaf. Suddenly you lose your footing and fing you have slipped down a well! You shout out to us, "Help I have fallen down a well and I cant get out." " I had no idea it was going to be here!"  we respond without any care, "Sorry we are having our picnic now. You should have looked where you were going. You would have caught us walking near the well. You have got yourself into this problem and now you are on you own, so you will have to get yourself out of it!" In desperation you plead to them. " Theres a ladder up against one of the apple trees, if you would just pass it down I can climb out by myself." "Okay" they say, "We will do it this time, but if it happens again your on your own. HAVE YOU GOT THAT!" Wouldnt this make you feel let down. Like they dont care about you much?

  Jesus will lift us up and it will be a joy for Him to do it for us. For the power is His and the love and the glory and all this and much more are His. He wants us to give it all to us as a gift, freely given. No strings attatched. To him it doesnt matter if we deserve it or not, because in one sense it is not about us. It is all about Jesus.

If we are selfish or want to choose to see ourselves as on our own, relying on nobody and not wanting others to rely on us, then God has to respect our wishes and leave us to ourselves.

Yet if we choose to deny our self and can say, "I no longer live, yet not I but Christ lives in me. It is and we are all about Jesus. So in the words of a song which I may not remember quite right but will be go off to try and listen to in just a few minutes. When youre lost and youre lonely and you dont know just where you are. You can call out my name and I will come running to you. I`ll be there......

So brothers and sisters, I shall leave you now, but I`ll be back.

Peter.         

Some and stroll through the meadow and imagination with me.

Hello my brothers. I couldnt be sure that I had shared the above work with you since it had been slightly reworked and so as nothing lost nothing gained I put it on as there is a lot I like about it. The blue is rich framing a lot of stuff going on. Maybe even containing it!

This is just a little flyer as it was, got some writing I did. I used its title as the title of the block. Also some great new painting. 

It looks like a wonderful day out there. So I must go and seize it and remember to bring some of that blessed sunshine into the flat when I come back.  

Will go now and pick up my mother who is in her eighties and take her to church. I use the firemans lift and its over the right shoulder going there and the left coming home. ttfn Peter.   

Never got to Kurt Schwitter at Tate due to weather up north.

Good day folks and I am back from London.
Its not often I miss a blog, but essential now and then. 
So because of the weather my sister wanted to get back to Sheffield as soon as she was able. The important thing was to go and visit the art studio and that worked out great and I will be booking some days to go and work there. One can be quite restricted as an artist working from home. Saying that though a lot of my inspiration comes from going outside and taking photos!  
Looked up the tate online though not twenty minutes ago and was taken by an article there. 
Not An Alternative
Occupied Real Estate 2011This caught my eye

Also the below. WOW 
www.tate.org.uk/context-comment/blogs/tate-debate-what-does-taking-active part-work-bring-audience-member Tino Sehgal`s These association Sept 2012
The coment
Iresh
11 october 2012, 14.29
This had me in tears. Art that makes us laugh and cry is worth dying and living for!
I am hesitant to put mine on after reading about such wonderful work, but no good will come from me being bashful so here you are, my brothers and sisters.

             This work for is entitled
         
            
         Total freedom of, for and in expression.

          And this is what it is in its whole being!
 I feel blessed and fortunate to be in possession of this work

                          Okay. Some of you will have seen these 
                          of yours truly before. Not these below though!
                                                    which I captured from what I was looking at yesterday.

                                          This one has got me in tears. I know how tough it is as
                                          an adult to still succeed in your endevours and get though
                                          everyday problems. For a child though. My heart just goes
                                          out to them and my tears are flowing now in empathy.
                                             God bless all the little children who are suffering.

  So my brothers and sisters apart from God and me, you are the first to see this and so I hope you enjoy this work. 

Here is a saying that I came across this morning to meditate on;

Is mans highest prime number one of God`s basic integers? Mr Nebblesworth.
Okay my brothers and sisters be careful out there and know that you are loved by God and all the saints, esp today St Moses, the arab hermit and Bishop who is called the Apostle of the saracens. 
                  Blessings and love to you and all beings. Pass it on.
                                 Your bro Peter.